argh.

i don't know why but i feel strange. hmmm.

no, i know why i feel strange.

i really do. its because of you. i don't know why i'm blogging about you.

maybe, because i don't have the courage to tell anyone. maybe, because i'm

used to not telling anyone about you. grrrr. is this bitterness?

we used to write each other..

we used to see each other a lot..

we used to go to the movies..

we used to window shop..

we used to talk for hours about anything under the sun..

we used to sleep over each other's houses..

we used to have silly childish and grown up girl bonding times..

we used to be inseparable..

we used to look out for each other..

and now, we just used to be..

i hate it when i said that nothing should change, then everything just changed. :(